It got the better of me yesterday.  I was doing ok; feeling like I wanted to cry but not able to.  Not bad, though. Then an inconsiderate person posted some rude things in the forums and that just set me off.  He was rude to people who were hurting, saying people were being melodramatic, call the news–someone made a mistake.  That one was addressed to me and it made me so angry, so I went off on him. My lovely temper, usually kept politely in check.  Ahhh, passive-aggressiveness…ain’t it great.  I am an adult–what I should have done is stopped reading and just ignored it.  But I want to right the wrong, fix things–and I get hurt.  Big deal.  I cried all night over that! Over the things he said and over the fact that I was stupid enough to let it get to me.  Then I told S about someone being rude on a forum and he asked what forum, so I told him one for depression and was worried he wouldn’t understand, but he does. :)  I haven’t heard from M since Saturday when her aunt died.  I’m starting to get worried.  I emailed him a couple times, just would like to hear from him.  Because I’m a loser, that’s why I make poor choices!!!